Busy for the whole day, not very sure how dear felt that day, want to know her more, just want her to be happy, but yesterday i think she's moody and i don't have to with her, i'm sorry dear, i did try to spend some time with you but i'm really busy. T.T sorry dear, will try to change what am i, dear you have fever, really worried, keep asking are you alright, are you alright? Haha, so worried, hope to be by your side that time, so i can take a eye on you and hope you really could recover.
Now really need a new webcam, dear complain it is too dark and blured, so have to change another one, so dear can't complain so much about it. haha Having her in my computer screen for hours, voice in my ear for hours, and i did really enjoyed it and having fun perli about her, tease her, play the fun of her, joking with her, made her laughing and laughing, see how happy she is, and i'm very happy about that, she is happy i will be happy too. How could i didn't realised that, i haven't updated my blog, disappointed her to 2 days i think, kinda angry with myself, when i reach home is already 12:45 and i was in the bed at 1 something, Gosh my cousin keep waking up and made me can't really sleep well in the middle of the night. T.T But tonight he is going to sleep with my mummy, so nice right? I'm happy too so tomorrow will have a nice and good day with my dear dear, so happy and excited!! Can't wait for tomorrow, the feeling of hugging her, kissing her, by her side, holding her hand, hugging with my warm hands, give her my temperature, oh my, so excited about tomorrow, really really excited, never been so excited before, is it loving and want to see someone, the feeling is like this, even want to meet her also will feel nervous, wow, sweating just now. Hands are wet!
Today having my first day tuition at Anthony Tan, Physic and Chemistry, I was there chatting with William and Jing Kai, Lols William was telling me him stories, about this about that, telling me about his stuff, ( girls, clothes, money, everything) he is really a good friend, taught him a lot of things. Haha, hope he really got what i taught him today, hope he really absorb what he learnt today. xP Funny him, is like i understand him more then he understands himself, faint with him.
Don't know why i miss my dear every moment, every time when i am happy, i want she to know and i want to share with her, i want to share every happy moments i have with you my dear, i want you to happy to be with me, because i'm extremely happy with dear, i really can't hardly describe how happy am i. Is just like happy from inside, sad from inside, moody from inside, miss her from inside, love her from the inside, my eyes is just her, only her, nobody else, lost interest in another people, just nothing no another feeling to people around, can't really express how i really feel to her, simple 3 words, I love you, i really do, dear.
She can cook?! Oh My God, i must be dreaming? one day i must try the things she cooked, haha, i really want to taste how is her cooking skills, dear must cook for me ya. xP i really like to see dear wear skirt or dress le, she really look nice on them. I meant REALLY look nice in skirts and dresses.
Miss her so so so much, craving of looking at her right now, even through is just a few seconds, or maybe mini seconds, i also willing to have the time, the only moment! Tomorrow is gonna be a good day! I bet! xP
You'll always be my babe!
♥ Lisa, My Baby
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