Loved. Loving. and will Love!

Firstly have to apologize to all my friends that i didn't use my heart to treat them. I'm sorry friends. Will you forgive i'm once a selfish boy, once doing thinking without thinking, once didn't use my own true to heart to really treat a friend, and once that don't understand what is the meaning of friends. Thanks to a friend who really helped me a lot. Last night it was a tough night for me, but after that i only realized what i really going lose or i'm losing it. I'm sorry, you all should put the blame on me.

Second apologize to my family, Sorry that i'm not perfect, Sorry for being so late to realized how much family means to me. They are really my life too. I was thinking why am i so late only realized that they just wanted for my own good. Stupid me! sorry for being so numb for so many years.

Lastly to my dear dear, is she the main influence to me. She made me realized love isn't just that simple, Love is a mystery. Could really make people go crazy. I'M HAVING THIS FEELING NOW! I realized that what is really love. What is the feeling of can't live without a person, I will feel worthed that if i would really die for her, she is my breathe of living, i can't really stand or imagine how am i going to live without, i don't even scared to think about it. This is love, i'm really in love! Sorry dear. Sorry that i'm so steam and so numb to you, i realized now. Dear dear will you forgive me for being so late to realize all this? Will dear forgive that your boyfriend that he is a jerk for the past first month? Will dear forgive that your boyfriend is an idiot and blind for the so long and didn't realized so many people treat him so good? Dear, i'm sorry. If i could, i wan to be like last time. I will try to get back my dear dear tightly, i will hold you tight, it is just like forever! The feeling is so perfect! I'm so love drunk! Dear is the perfect i see now. Dear! I LOVE YOU! If i could i would wanted to scream to the world to tell you how much i love you!!!

With Lots Lots of Love,

Hubby.

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart,

Until my last breathe,

And i will never stop loving you!