Someday Somewhere

14/02/2010

Chinese New Year. Valentive and 2nd Anniversary!

Made some muffins for dear dear. Not actually made alone but got helped by cousins. Wooooo.. then sit cousin's car off to dear's house pass the dear the muffins. Hope she likes it.. Kinda tired after doing it... Dated my dear go gurney, but no place to go and go to Chills. Gosh damn expensive. 2 meals is already rm95++ what the hell is that? eating gold? haha! Received a letter from dear dear, saw it i was damn touched, tear almost roll down my eyes, grab my dear face and kiss. Love her so! And the night comes, fireworks. Yeah! Awesome! At the night, starting to sick, normal days don't sick now CNY only sick. Gosh!

15/02/2010

Have to wish ma sister. Happy Birthday Sis! She looked happy that day. Well, should be cause it is the first time she invited her friends and organized a party. Haha, well special day sure must have special people coming right? And so dear dear came 5pm. So nervous when she first came, saw her was like 3000 years never saw her dy, just hope to hold her tight and hug her close and don't like her go. Firstly i haven't got this kind of feeling before. I really do love her i suppose, or all this feeling doesn't exist right ma dear? Then she came in my house and say Hello to my family members and wish them happy new year. My mother was busy cooking so i'm the one who have to service my dear. She was tired when she came. So i decided she comes in my room! Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm, no dirty thoughts okay? She was just lying on my bed and almost fall asleep then the time comes, i hug here with my both hand and hold her tight trying to listen to her heart beat and wondering is she enjoying the moment. Felt great kissing with her, she was kinda paiseh but i just kissed her slowly and softly. Hiak! and she was lying on my hand and i hugged her so she wouldn't fall off my bed! haha! Then the blast came, she went to the party and i introduced dear to all my family members, my parents looked fine and kinda happy actually! They know it already the time to relief me in my love life, i'm mature enough to let them relief with me now. Just studies only. I try to my best to do so. No matter what. We ate, enjoyed, laughed, laughed till tears came out. Sherrine really could make fun of things! Good times fly, wish to have more time with her, then my father sent dear home. Kiss her a time before she left to her house, came home and text with her and on the phone with her. Say good night but bu she de! haiz.... Great times flew that fast. Dear, you are my only one. I'm yours and yours forever!

16/02/2010

Today is kinda busy, too much things to fulfill myself. LOL! Baby is kinda tired when i'm busy baby is free then when i'm free baby is busy. Really funny with our time together. Well hope baby could understand ya. I understand baby eh, Sure thinking this and that. Alamakkkk! Don't be sorry okay ma? xP dear dear, you should go this Friday so baby know what they are thinking. They are still your friends, don't put doubts to them okay? Thinking too much dy le baby.

Having great time with my babe and my family!

Hoping time could stop when i hug baby.

Every moment i'm thinking of baby and wish to hug baby as long as i could live!

Baby,

You belong with me!

Because two is better than one!

And we are meant to be together!

Cause we are loving truely deeply madly together!

ILOVELISA

Loved. Loving. and will Love!

Firstly have to apologize to all my friends that i didn't use my heart to treat them. I'm sorry friends. Will you forgive i'm once a selfish boy, once doing thinking without thinking, once didn't use my own true to heart to really treat a friend, and once that don't understand what is the meaning of friends. Thanks to a friend who really helped me a lot. Last night it was a tough night for me, but after that i only realized what i really going lose or i'm losing it. I'm sorry, you all should put the blame on me.

Second apologize to my family, Sorry that i'm not perfect, Sorry for being so late to realized how much family means to me. They are really my life too. I was thinking why am i so late only realized that they just wanted for my own good. Stupid me! sorry for being so numb for so many years.

Lastly to my dear dear, is she the main influence to me. She made me realized love isn't just that simple, Love is a mystery. Could really make people go crazy. I'M HAVING THIS FEELING NOW! I realized that what is really love. What is the feeling of can't live without a person, I will feel worthed that if i would really die for her, she is my breathe of living, i can't really stand or imagine how am i going to live without, i don't even scared to think about it. This is love, i'm really in love! Sorry dear. Sorry that i'm so steam and so numb to you, i realized now. Dear dear will you forgive me for being so late to realize all this? Will dear forgive that your boyfriend that he is a jerk for the past first month? Will dear forgive that your boyfriend is an idiot and blind for the so long and didn't realized so many people treat him so good? Dear, i'm sorry. If i could, i wan to be like last time. I will try to get back my dear dear tightly, i will hold you tight, it is just like forever! The feeling is so perfect! I'm so love drunk! Dear is the perfect i see now. Dear! I LOVE YOU! If i could i would wanted to scream to the world to tell you how much i love you!!!

With Lots Lots of Love,

Hubby.

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart,

Until my last breathe,

And i will never stop loving you!

Proving that I'm real for now!

It took seconds to say I Love You,

Hours to explain it,

And a life time to prove it,

That i'm true and real to you,

One day, time will show how much i always... always wanted you to be right beside me,

And to hope we can stay loyal steady,

I don't want to use words to make you think and touched that i love you,

But to act on it and show to you how much i really mean to you.

I love you, Lisa Anne

Two is better then One, it always is..

With Love ♥

Busy for the whole day, not very sure how dear felt that day, want to know her more, just want her to be happy, but yesterday i think she's moody and i don't have to with her, i'm sorry dear, i did try to spend some time with you but i'm really busy. T.T sorry dear, will try to change what am i, dear you have fever, really worried, keep asking are you alright, are you alright? Haha, so worried, hope to be by your side that time, so i can take a eye on you and hope you really could recover.

Now really need a new webcam, dear complain it is too dark and blured, so have to change another one, so dear can't complain so much about it. haha Having her in my computer screen for hours, voice in my ear for hours, and i did really enjoyed it and having fun perli about her, tease her, play the fun of her, joking with her, made her laughing and laughing, see how happy she is, and i'm very happy about that, she is happy i will be happy too. How could i didn't realised that, i haven't updated my blog, disappointed her to 2 days i think, kinda angry with myself, when i reach home is already 12:45 and i was in the bed at 1 something, Gosh my cousin keep waking up and made me can't really sleep well in the middle of the night. T.T But tonight he is going to sleep with my mummy, so nice right? I'm happy too so tomorrow will have a nice and good day with my dear dear, so happy and excited!! Can't wait for tomorrow, the feeling of hugging her, kissing her, by her side, holding her hand, hugging with my warm hands, give her my temperature, oh my, so excited about tomorrow, really really excited, never been so excited before, is it loving and want to see someone, the feeling is like this, even want to meet her also will feel nervous, wow, sweating just now. Hands are wet!

Today having my first day tuition at Anthony Tan, Physic and Chemistry, I was there chatting with William and Jing Kai, Lols William was telling me him stories, about this about that, telling me about his stuff, ( girls, clothes, money, everything) he is really a good friend, taught him a lot of things. Haha, hope he really got what i taught him today, hope he really absorb what he learnt today. xP Funny him, is like i understand him more then he understands himself, faint with him.

Don't know why i miss my dear every moment, every time when i am happy, i want she to know and i want to share with her, i want to share every happy moments i have with you my dear, i want you to happy to be with me, because i'm extremely happy with dear, i really can't hardly describe how happy am i. Is just like happy from inside, sad from inside, moody from inside, miss her from inside, love her from the inside, my eyes is just her, only her, nobody else, lost interest in another people, just nothing no another feeling to people around, can't really express how i really feel to her, simple 3 words, I love you, i really do, dear.

She can cook?! Oh My God, i must be dreaming? one day i must try the things she cooked, haha, i really want to taste how is her cooking skills, dear must cook for me ya. xP i really like to see dear wear skirt or dress le, she really look nice on them. I meant REALLY look nice in skirts and dresses.

Miss her so so so much, craving of looking at her right now, even through is just a few seconds, or maybe mini seconds, i also willing to have the time, the only moment! Tomorrow is gonna be a good day! I bet! xP

You'll always be my babe!

♥ Lisa, My Baby